I’m saying hello to the new decade.
Everyone starts their new year with resolutions and while I think goals are important to give yourself a new start, I’m also so focused on the bigger picture. I’ve spent the last couple of months doing a lot of soul-searching and reflection. I look back on the past decade of my life and sometimes I wonder just how the hell I got to this point. I’ve been through so many struggles, continuous ups and downs, heartbreaks, and disappointments. Much of these defined my life and further shaped the image of how I saw myself. I had to learn to forgive, heal, fall more times than I can count, love, trust, and how to become the boss resilient woman I am today. Looking back on the last ten years is bittersweet. More so, I’m hopeful. I’m so proud of myself and just how far I’ve come.
The last decade was growth. It was growing up faster than could imagine and dealing with more pain than I thought I was capable of overcoming, but I made it. I’m not saying there aren’t days when I still struggle and completely feel like my entire life is taking 1000 steps backwards, but during the times I feel overwhelmed I sit and remind myself that I’m human and there’s no reason to feel like I need to have everything put together all time, even when my brain screams at me that I do.
2020 is going to be filled with so much change including a new job, new home, new friends, new ventures and for the first time in a long time I’m excited for all that’s to come. I hope you all will continue to stay along for the ride cause it’s going to be wild.
With this new year, I really want to focus on building, cultivating friendships, and connecting with you all. For me, that’s more important than anything else. Let me know what you want to see, the types of content that resonates with you, because honestly… this isn’t just for me, but for all of you as well and I want to try to be as much as my authentic self as possible and really take the time to let you know the more vulnerable parts of me that I used to refuse to let anyone see. So, here’s to a new decade fam. Here’s to new goals, ventures, memories, and experiences. I can’t wait to see what not only this year, but this new decade brings for us all.
If you wanted to know, here are just a few of my 2020 goals:
- Hit 20k followers and subscribers on Instagram and Youtube
- Cultivate friendships and meet some of my IG friends in real life
- Collaborate with three fellow creatives
- Restart my Youtube channel and produce more visual cinematic video content for my channels
- Start one new hobby
- Travel to three new destinations
- Start my new business venture (more fun details coming soonnnnnnn!!!)
What are your goals for this year? Let me know in the comments below.